Thursday, March 18, 2010

Killing Time

To all my friends who read this blog (all 3 of you ha!)

I just need a place to vent my anxiety today. :) So here goes.

- I have a very beloved family member who is single, poss expecting a child, and has an insane ex-boyfriend. I am tortured inside right now because of this. I am also tortured because she is so frustrating to talk to. (she likes to make up stories...) ex: hey so what did you do to day? response "ummmm... well..." did you get your _____ done? "yeah! that's what I did." (you could fill in the blank with anything and the response would be the same.

Imagine the frustration of ironing out the wrinkles of an adult situation with an adorable-yet-pathological-story-teller. *shaking off the frustration*

- My house is a disaster. And I have friends/sitters coming over tomorrow due to a PROM-like event with my husbands work. I have to look very nice. I am 8 sizes bigger than anything I wore pre-baby. It's either 8 sizes too small or maternity. :) So I'm putting together a prom-dress on a budget and I look frumpy in it. But not dumpy so that's okay. :)

But on a good note...

-My house is a disaster because of 40.00 worth of shipping/packages sent from my mom of BOOKS FOR MY KIDS. :) I've been having tons of fun with those.

It's so hard to see the people we love have their lives go into upheaval. My angst comes from love. That's why, as it says in the bible, Jesus was a man acquainted with grief. He loves everyone.. so He must feel like this a lot. :) And I don't always tout my religious beliefs, but today it gives me comfort. Thanks for reading.

-Kath

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